Long time no see. Haven’t really had much to day lately. It’s strange how when your life is going quite well that you don’t have a lot to say, but as soon as you have a bad day there’s plenty. Last weekend I celebrated my 25th birthday. Great, another year has gone by and I still feel like 20.
It doesn’t get any easier as you grow older, but I guess at least you have some life experience. I’ve learned a lot in my twenties about my self, other people and in general, the world. One thing that really irritates me is that people are so freakin afraid all the time. Afraid of doing the wrong thing and taking the wrong choices instead of actually doing and hoping for the best outcome. If you live your life in fear you’re not really living at all and will end up with more regret because of the things you didn’t do, than the things you actually did.
I’m not saying I’m perfect, but I keep trying to improve myself and work with my fears and other issues. The hardest thing for me is making choices. Not simple ones like what I’m going to eat or wear, but the big ones that matter. I hate it. Really. WHAT IF it’s the wrong choice? I’m only human, but I rather regret something I did, than having to regret not doing it and end up losing out on something because I realised too late.